我的可爱弟弟

我的可爱弟弟，他一出世就肥肥的，到现在还是没变过，肥肥的，高过我tim。小时候的他很特别，生日礼物竟然惊人，要我们送他扫把一个，哈哈，想起就好笑。肥肥的他，我以前每天都摸他，捏他。还记得他读幼稚园的时候，我那时候还读着小学，我每次一方学就去找他，看他上课到他放学，看他跟朋友一起玩一起读书，那时候我也很开心。他的幼稚园毕业照我还有收着，他呆呆地站在那儿拍照。哈哈。可可爱爱的。在我升大学的时候，他还各一两天就会打给我，至今也是一样，但很内疚的是我有时候不懂跟他说什么，因为隔不久他就打来了，但他听到我的声音他就高兴了。哈哈。他为我们这头家付出了也很多，从小学他就开始出店帮我爸爸做工了，没有小孩的娱乐，而我却无所事事的呆在家玩耍。现在他要出去升学进读汽车，这个九月他就要离开家里了，那时候我们就很少再可以见到了，不懂它能不能适应那边的环境呢！他都没有一人出过去的，现在却要一人出外读书，还怕他有点不习惯，但迟早都要出的啦，就当作提早给他适应咯。他离开家乡了就剩下我爸妈和哥妹了，他们一定会很闷咯，全部兄弟都出完去了，尤其是我妈，迟些我妹又要去读书了，那时候就剩下我爸妈和哥了。不懂以后的日子是怎样呢！唯一可以做到的就是好好的做人咯！做错的事就让他过去，爱惜自己，眼前的东西还是最重要的，珍惜眼前所拥有的东西。

陈弈迅的歌

昨晚，去庆祝我roommate的生日，地点当然是neway啦。高兴的是竟然有一个蛮不错的女生说我唱陈弈迅的歌还蛮好听的。哇。。。。。 爽到。。。。。

回归正路

回归正路，不要在路中央犹豫了。

Half of the month left

Finally i still need to move out being alone at small room. Being alone is a terrible problem i have to face on, there must have positive and negative side for being alone, so both side i have also consider it for me better feeling to face this coming change in my life. Anyway, time is passing, life is going, everything in the world is moving, i can't stop at this point, i have to move in line with the change. Think what can i do after changing my accommodation. Nothing will be going smoothly as we expected in my life so i have to adapt me in the changing of my life. Maybe this is a growth in my life, i will be better after i climb through this wall. Actually the life i have been going is not the life i expected, maybe the life i expected is coming soon after i move out from this room. Perhaps this is the time for me learning being discipline and independent and self-enjoying to my life. Still left half of the month.

Released but guilty

Yesterday night i just realized that everyone has his own pressures and problems. On that moment i felt released but guilty to one of my friend. The reason is that i brought my pressure and problem to him causing him double pressures. Actually i had already known this principle for a long periods, but now i can only apply it in my life. The time for me realized this principle is not late , at least i'm understanding it right now.

Nightmare

The night in my past is a wonderful time, everyday i was also anticipating the night coming and hang out with my friends to the place we wanted to go. Althought that was only a simple place called "MAMAK", the time was happy and did not have any pressure of personal matters, just schooling, playing, eating, sleeping and even doing the such of crazy and stupid things in my hometown called " BAHAU". And my life was recycling and recycling to the date end. However, once i stepped on to the "UNIVERSITY LIFE", everythings in my life had changed, pressures have been gradually popping up, the pressure is not coming from studying but my personal thought and views. Now, i have been furthering study in "CYBERJAYA MMU", the pressure is double and even triple to me. I'm anticipating that there has no night in a day, the reason is that i'm scaring being "ALONE". The accomodation i'm staying currently is dark, four walls and without anyperson. Everytimes, i step out from my room door i can only see a set of dinner table and a few of chairs arranged in front of me and four walls as well. Even though i'm scaring this kind of life, i still have to go through it and falling in my nightmare for two more years. That is the life for my following two years. I hope i'm able to wake up from my nightmare after these two years of my university life.