Nightmare

The night in my past is a wonderful time, everyday i was also anticipating the night coming and hang out with my friends to the place we wanted to go. Althought that was only a simple place called "MAMAK", the time was happy and did not have any pressure of personal matters, just schooling, playing, eating, sleeping and even doing the such of crazy and stupid things in my hometown called " BAHAU". And my life was recycling and recycling to the date end. However, once i stepped on to the "UNIVERSITY LIFE", everythings in my life had changed, pressures have been gradually popping up, the pressure is not coming from studying but my personal thought and views. Now, i have been furthering study in "CYBERJAYA MMU", the pressure is double and even triple to me. I'm anticipating that there has no night in a day, the reason is that i'm scaring being "ALONE". The accomodation i'm staying currently is dark, four walls and without anyperson. Everytimes, i step out from my room door i can only see a set of dinner table and a few of chairs arranged in front of me and four walls as well. Even though i'm scaring this kind of life, i still have to go through it and falling in my nightmare for two more years. That is the life for my following two years. I hope i'm able to wake up from my nightmare after these two years of my university life.